I would like to think everything happens for a reason, lately I’m not to sure. I look at my life and see so much gained from were I started through choosing to move forward and learn from my mistakes my past, I am in the position I wanted through hard work and determination, which is and has created great things with my career being an influential part of the business which is noticed by others and seen through my leadership, direct things in my control I have helped shape the direction which I feel is the right one. Things out of my control Is a struggle. I want to believe that once I take control things get better, challenges and hurdles a great game of what your willing to accept if you walk past it. There are so many things out of my control and it doesn’t matter how much influence I can provide it’s not mine to control and I can’t change it. It’s hard when it’s the ones who you love which will effect there lives forever, no going back what’s done is done no other chances to rectify. Things that will never be able to be fixed. It’s learning to move forward but will never be again. No words can fix or be said. Except I’m here you will never be alone. I love you. No matter what.